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Love

Love is all there ever is

Love is all that ever was

Energy is love

Love is energy

2019 has been the most immeasurably impactful, soul opening years I’ve ever had the pleasure of being immersed in. Truthfully, I never envisioned I would be in this reality that I created for myself. But it is my reality. And it’s amazing.

I just got back from one of the most life stirring experiences I’ve ever experienced in my short time spent on this Earth. I set forth on a journey with 4 beautiful souls to the magical kingdom of Yosemite, where the waterfalls glisten with the colors of rainbows and hills that sing with the language of the wind. No collective of words or pictures will ever shine a light to how impactful and glorious this journey was. It was spontaneous and freeing. I had to see where my priorities lie when making the decision to embark on this path. I weighted my options for a few seconds and chose to go. I didn’t let myself be bound to the mundane of work and societal norms. The very next morning, me and the group set forth on the drive with no plan besides to go camping in the forest and climb some rocks.

The entire trip was miraculous and I would go into specific details about how the universe spoke to me and my love but most of it was one of those happenings that don’t have to be talked about, just had to be enjoyed. That being said this place brought out the most beautiful truths in my reflection and myself. This amazing energy center opened channels of truth and honestly between those who where seeking for it. I connected to segments of myself I had not seen prior. I had conversations with my mere reflection, literal and figurative. We tapped into a center within ourselves that was calming and voiced our true selves with no inclination of fear. We spoke with love greater than I’d ever imagined I’d be capable of. I felt at home within my soul and within his.

We found the most beautiful campground ever , next to the most calming creek. I had the most beautiful conversations with the one I hold dearest to my heart in parts of this energy center that vibrated within me so highly. Here’s some pictures of where I experienced some of the highest levels of unconditional love and energy on this trip.

Pictures will never do justice of the radiation of love and magic within these memories, but I will never forget the essence and pure feelings I experienced while taking these.

There’s moments in life that as I’m living them, I tell myself to fully dive into because those will be the moments I’ll reflect on when it’s passed and reminisce upon them. Most, if not all, of this trip was that feeling. Where I knew I was living in the peak. Not that every day isn’t the peak of my existence as I know it, but those moments especially give me a sense of peace and wholeness that warms me in years passed.

This trip brought me closer to what I’m seeking in my life and it pushed me to really evaluate my standing in my current situation. I’m definitely questioning my reality and where I want to lean towards in my next steps forward.

I am in the upmost transitional sector of my life. Every waking moment (and sleeping actually) is new to me. But not in the ordinary definition of new. It’s the definition of new that holds a sense of curiosity behind it and excitement and opportunity to make my life path my own. The sheer impact of every eye opening moment rattles me to my core, straight into my heart chakra. I’ve let go of the notion that everything outside of my life is within my control. It’s not. The only thing I have a firm grasp on is my own actions and words and impact upon those around me. If I radiate Love and Light, I’ll attract the same energy.

I’m not saying it’s easy. I’m not saying it’s hard. I’m not saying I don’t have gripping moments of pure fear. Yet, even when I lose my breath for a fraction of a second to the pain that the fear washes over me, I know that it’s all temporary. I remind myself that this too shall pass like everything else in life. So I sit in the pain, I breath into the uncomfortable position I am in just like in the practice of yoga or exercise. I don’t like it most of the time, but I’m teaching myself to enjoy even those moments where I feel like I can’t hold on. When you learn to process your pain as it happens, you are conditioning yourself to learn faster. The learning process never ends. And that is the most exciting idea for me because this life and purpose that I’m in has been absolutely beautiful. Everyone that I’ve shared it with has been a blessing at the end of the day, no matter the scenario.

I’m hopeful for the next chapter of my life. I am excited to see where the transitions place me and lead me to. I’m hopeful to see everyone grow the seeds that we plant on others. The seeds of truth that need to be nourished and nursed to beauty. These transitions are fucking petrifying but also invigorating. The constant change is there just to remind me that every second is fleeting and it really lets me grip onto my current. It doesn’t matter where you’ve been, it doesn’t matter where you will go. All that you should worry about right now is where you are standing. Hold onto all you feel now and tap into it. Allow yourself to process naturally. Also, be unconditional love for yourself so you can channel that into love into others.

Namaste

Sending love and light to all. May you manifest all you dream to receive.