The gut wrenching feelin
Of picking fighting
or leaving
Am I leaving or choosing
Falling or Losing?
I want so dearly
to be touched by your love
But what more healing must I do
Below and above?
I so dearly
Pray for a sign
To show me
What’s yours
And to show me
What’s mine.
I pray the path I choose is
Best
The only choice
Say it with my chest
Wrong or right
To choose
To fight
To lose a light
To prove i might
Hearts a mess
Brain in a tizzy
Moving fast
Feeling slightly dizzy
For this I pray
On hands and knees
I need relief
I beg you please.
Shine a light
Lend a hand
Prove me right
Show me I can.
Left or right
Up or down
The world can go
Round and round
I hope to know
When I wake
The truth revealed
My heart a lake;
reflective light
The Better ME 