Lost

I don’t know what my current life situation would be if it had to be summed into words more than the word lost. Which I feel like is how I feel 85% of the time. So I mean that word basically sums up my existence but I don’t view it negatively. Most of my blogs posts mention how I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing. And in all honesty, I have no friggin clue for real.

Since I’m used to this feeling of not really knowing where I’m headed next, I’ve gotten accustomed to it. But when people who I haven’t really experienced the “lost” emotion from start showing the signs that I do when I lose a little of hope, I start to worry. Two of the strongest people in my life currently have no idea where their headed next. And they are starting to be emotionally and spiritually drained. This breaks my heart.

Hearing your voice

So brittle and tired

Breaks my heart

but just know,

You’re still admired.

The little hope

you have within

must be held

I still love you

Push forth, keep livin.

Dark days surround us, only for now though because the sun must rise eventually, Even in the North Poles seasons, the sun shines eventually.

I miss you dearly and I deeply wish I could hold you close and tell you this too shall pass. My dear love, you mean the world to me. there is nobody else I’d rather be lost with. It leads me back to you.