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I know I haven’t posted in a while and it’s because I’ve been feeling a little too much to verbally convey to the mass media. Which I also am fully aware that when addressing these posts, I’m just proactively talking to my future self who is reading this but whatever. Who truly knows

Anyways. I’ve arrived to a multitude of self evaluations that truly shifted my gaze on myself. I have had a hard time for sure but as I was experience the hard situations, I also reconfirmed the underlying beauty of it all. And I kept pushing myself and reminding myself that something great is headed my way if I allow myself to believe in it. My problems are like other people’s problems. I recognize that. People have it worse. They truly do. But I will never feel that pain. I can only acknowledge and understand that pain. I can sympathize. I can allow myself to feel but nowhere near the feeling they experience.

I know I’ve mentioned the person I love most in these posts so I will return to him. I’ve spent the past almost week with him and It has felt like light years. Time has moved by at unconditional speeds. Time has warped itself to where I don’t sense it to same. I feel like I have zero obligations and that is one of the most freeing moments I’ve ever felt.

Now that I think about it, many of my favorite moments of existing stem from moments of extreme senses of freedom. Freedom from myself. Freedom from my ego. Freedom from the society and constant, excruciating slave labor we are under impression of “normal” life.

I like to think about reverting back to the nomadic days to where we are like cavemen again but with the knowledge we have now. So I guess in a sense just exploring our earth knowing what we do. Alright that was so off topic. Whatever

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Yep haha that’s really I got to add to this thread. And on that note. Namaste