Clean

Most of my life, I’ve gotten hand me downs from my cousin or from family. I see nothing wrong with this by any means but over time I just got left with all the things other people didn’t want like furniture or clothes or small things. I also used to hoard a lot because many things had memorial value to me. I associated memories with tangible objects to make the memory last longer and now I know that doesn’t work like that.

Now that I’ve learned this, I’ve started physically letting go of things that no longer serve me a purpose. I deep cleaned my room the other day and I got ride of 3 trash bags worth and donated 75% of my belongings that I no longer wore, used or saw a purpose in.

That was mid process and as you can tell I had way too many belongings that I could easily live without. The finished product is still in the works but I opened up the floor for good energy flow and my room feels huge now.

I would like to still get some more crystals and plants and maybe put up my own paintings or some shelves of some sorts where I can put crystals and more succulents. I still have plenty of things I could easily let go but for now they will collect dust till I’m ready to let everything go.

Yesterday I went on a hike with my dearest friend and we cleansed on the hike and she listened to me ramble because all I ever do is talk peoples heads off but she tolerates it and that’s why I love her. On our way back from getting some delicious fish burritos we passed Elwood Nursery in Palos Verdes. I already knew I would make a purchase and adopt some new children into my life.

So here is Crouton on the far left, Liliana in the middle and Elliot. I’m really excited to see their growth.

I’ve never really loved being at home because the energy of my personal space was crowded and not really my own and this house projects such unsettling energy due to someone living here. But I took the initiative to remodel, to rebrand, to cleanse my space so now I can enjoy being here more rather than just running for the hills. My new children are also giving me a reason to come home and I’m super pumped for what this new space will produce from me in new creative outlets.

I’ve been learning a whole lot recently. I mean every day really. The universe keeps testing me but I know I can teach myself to overcome the tests and grow exponentially. I just have to keep surrounding myself with what I want to see in my life improving. Long story short, clean your room and let go of all the bullshit you don’t need and bring life into yo life. 🤪